you can't make your heart feel something it won't

* Exams are finally over! Haven't been this nerve-wrecking before and I really need to work on those anxiety issues... Panic attacks are really real and those moments feel to be the worst moments in my life ever. I have medications to keep them under control right now, but I think it's only temporary. Need to look for natural cures, so I bought lavender from a Chinese herbs store. Hope it works.

* Been slacking around, went to JB, life's great, very boring, etc etc etc can you feel the boredom coming out of my pores? BECAUSE I'M REALLY BORED